Why I’m GRATEFUL AF today…
4.) Upgraded a Queen’s papers – Aight. I gotta colleague that keeps me on point and helps me more than anybody else at the J-O-B. We started together, met in a study group and 3 lines of business later, we’re some of the few remaining employees hired in Aug. We chop it up all the time on goals and ambitions, staying calm despite the bullshit AND we even bust OT like a team of two. When she mentioned an opening, promotion, that interested her, I had to help somehow. Yoo. I took her resume and “beautified” that mug by expounding on her previous gigs and even slid in a Letter of Interest that highlighted her skills and talents. I am proud as hell to help her push higher. You know it improved my night of shitty sleep too. Gave me something POSITIVE to do while rocking neurosis and the MS Hug. #SaluteMyAssOff
3.) I survived Thursday – *trembling* I’m trying NOT to think about it now because I’ll stress myself out. I wasn’t fired terminated yesterday and one supervisor spent some real time trying to reset my fear and apprehension. He offered better perspectives and spoke honestly. He couldn’t answer anything but at least he tried. Maaaaan, it really helped too. *DEEP ASS breathe* Here goes another day.
2.) BOTH my bro’s might watch THE game with me! All this is part of my concentrated efforts to stay positive, grateful and watch my own #energy/Inner G. These dudes have the best insight into who I am and the path I’m growing. Their presence will strengthen my resolve and focus my mindset because they’re doing so well, bouncing back and literally GROWING too. *thumps chest*
1.) Time for me to slow down – The realization hit me as I was freaking out with those failing test scores for employment. I’m doing too much. THAT is the lesson in my failure. I’m moving too fast, cutting too many corners, bending too many efforts and just NOT focused on anything. That’s why so many things seem so close to popping but I swear it’s all been brewing. The blog was up 200 viewers/day in October and took a precipitous fall since I took the work-from-home gig. Tutorials increased but I totally lost out on yoga training because I’m chasing other stuff that is aligned my purpose and passion. Like, I’m not wasting time, I’m just UNorganized and overloaded. So, I gotta slow down, prioritize a bunch of stuff. Right now, let me get a strong ‘holt of sumtin’ before I do anything else. I’m grateful for the thought and acceptance of this. I AIN’T lost a damn thang because of those stupid, mean, tests. I LEARNT that I need to slow down and focus.
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Why keep a Gratitude Journal at all? (This is the saaaaaame intro for every Gratitude Journal entry. It’s here for the newbies to the journey.)
I try to start everyday with a Grateful heart. *duck face* Potna, I ain’t lying. You can check my IG accounts Queen/King. I get a lil raunchy on the Multiple_Sclerosis_Outlaw but I’m calmer, gentle with allthingsonelove. On both, I start my day sharing Gratitudes, stories of Gratitude and anything related to being Grateful. I’m dead ass serious about my Gratitudes because it keeps me present and accountable for my own energy. I recognize and appreciate the actions, words and energy of others intending me good. By starting my day with Gratitude, I have less MS pain, MS symptoms and MS depression because I’m actively pushing my thoughts towards a positive direction of Gratitude. My relationships with others are stronger because my Grateful ass notices what others do for me, to me, WITH me. *bows* I could go on and on and on and on about the benefits of being purposefully grateful buuuuuut… *whispers* Pssst, you know I wrote about it…
link to How I Know Gratitude Works!