Tried So Hard (the Multiple Sclerosis remix)

Tried So Hard (MS remix)

I’ve tried so hard

I can’t seem to get away from this MS

Fam, I’ve tried so hard

I can’t qualify for disability

It ain’t my fault, ‘cause I

Try to get away but 

Symptoms follow me

But I try so hard

Hopin’ one day 

A cure will rescue me

But until then

I’ll be posted up

Right here: 

in pain, moving slow

But until then 

I’ll be posted up

Right here 

Focused on self growth

Now, let me explain, 

I’m NOT a broken man

My mind on the dark side

So I’m havin’ a hard time, 

Keeping it positive

Sometimes I’m shaking, 

I don’t even know what’s hurting yet

Its affecting all of my relationships

I’m startin’ to see 

My expectations 

Are where the problems at

But I’m layin’ back, m

Meditating that

One day 

Life gives no pain to me

I pretend that I’m right, 

But fearing I’m wrong

I lie to myself, 

I’m not blind 

I can see

I’m building a new career, 

chasin’ new dreams

And then it seems like 

all my efforts fail

Depression gets me 

Goin’ crazy, lately

Early mornings I’m so faded, 

Tryin’ to erase it

But I just can’t, 

Cause the lesions just grow greater

And I’m losing so many battles 

I put my health off ’til later

I’ve tried so hard

I can’t seem to get away from this MS

Fam, I’ve tried so hard

I can’t even qualify for disability

It ain’t my fault, ‘cause I

Try to get away 

But symptoms follow me

And still I try so hard

Hopin’ one day 

A cure will rescue me

But until then 

I’ll be posted up

Right here: 

in pain, moving slow

But until then

I’ll be posted up

Right here 

Focused on self growth

It’s like I’m takin’ five steps forward 

But I fall and roll back

Tryin’ to get ahead of the pain

But I relapsed and under attack

And I keep runnin’ away

The ones

That say 

They love me the most

How could I create the distance

When I can’t walk, 

Is this close?

I know y’all know, 

but everyday 

I’m fightin’ demons 

It’s like a curse 

When I wake up

No feelings in my hands

Yo! Would you help me?

Spin all the negativity 

Weighing on my family?

Hustlin’ no gamblin’, 

standin’ no scramblin’

And keepin’ sight of what 

I’m supposed to be handlin’

It’s hard to manage 

Cause everyday’s a challenge

If I start trippin’, 

There goes my balance

I’m tryin’ not to panic

I’ve tried so hard

I can’t seem to get away from this MS

Fam, I’ve tried so hard

I can’t even qualify for disability

It ain’t my fault, ‘cause I

Try to get away 

But symptoms follow me

And still I try so hard

Hopin’ one day 

A cure will rescue me

But until then 

I’ll be posted up

Right here: 

in pain, moving slow

But until then

I’ll be posted up

Right here 

Focused on self growth

Written by allthingsonelove

This is an excursion of awakening into positive thinking, entrepreneurship, and natural healing while living life. In short, I am an AWESOME teacher-turned-Passioneer. No, I didn't retire because kids were too crazy, pay was too small, work was too much or forced to give too many tests. A Passioneer is an individual that exercises passion.

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